Researching what exactly? Why not just ask me? How big is my bloody file anyway?

I'm not a very patient person. That should be on page 1 paragraph 1 line 1 of the file. But apparently there are no quick answers or quick fixes here. I'm trying. But I don't know what to believe when what I want to believe sounds too bloody good to be true. I'm trying.

He's leaving me alone. He won't be able to come anywhere near my room, him or his little minion.